You will also gather round and baout you 13 women who will strengthen and support you in all things.  The will be know as the 13 spires of FAMILY and HOPE.  The will abide with you and give strength and variety to the House of ATAR.

Upon the land that has been chosen for you, you will build a temple to the Lord and Lady.  Filling it with Light and knowledge of the univers till such time is appionted to share it with the world.  Also upon this land you shall build a great hall for those of the light to gather herein.  Within the great hall those of the light will share their knowledge and wisdom strengthening each other.  Also upon this land you shall build a great house of light, for those of the light to abide herein in peace and saftey for as long as they have need.

You will put down on paper the histories of the beginning of the house of ATAR.  Also you will put down on paper the lessons and knowledge that will be given to you in the coming days.

From my  latest vision quest pertaining to the house of atar.

I was told:

You will gather round and about you four women who will be loyal and trustworthy.  These four women shall be the four PILLARS of the House of ATAR.  They shall help build upon the foundations and strengthen theHouse of ATAR.  They shall be round and about you for many years.  Thier names shall be upon many things.  They shall gather others unto the House of ATAR.

You will also gather round and about you a council of 12.  Whose duties will be the stewardship of the House of ATAR and all it's landstherein.  The council of 12 will be made up of 6 women and 6 men. They will work for the good of the House of ATAR and spread the light across the lands and over the waters.  They will establish becons of light in the darkening lands.

You will also gather round and about you 13 women who will be known as the spires of family and hope.

There has been a change in the earth energies lately and the time for me to act is now.  My plans for the group I have talked about needs to be sped up.  It is going to be called: The House of ATAR.  It will have both a physical meeting place and a web site so It can reach further than just Fargo ND USA.  It will be a group like no other ever seen before.  It will have special aspects that usually are not seen together.  It may not be a group that everyone will like though.  But the main purpose of the group is to spread the light and unconditional love for all humankind and nature.  The teaching of the House of ATAR may require some deep thought to understand their full meanings.   But I do believe that once they are understood our place in the universe will become clearer.

I also hope that this group will help to bring peace into this troubled world of ours and show that every nation needs each other and that we all need the earth.

I will start writing more about the House of ATAR in the coming weeks and what I hope to achieve by the end of this year.  But I will also be looking for help from others out there who are willing to pick up the torch and bring light into this darkening world.

The world is at piont of great change and transition.  It can either be for the better or for the worse.  It all depends on what the human race really wants to happen. 

Well things are starting to slow down with work.  Summer is slowly coming to and end and soon all the kids will be back in school.  Which will make my job a little easier.  Cleaning appartment buildings where there are alots of kids makes it difficult during the summer months.  Lots more trash to pick up and cleaning glass doors constantly.

One mor big camping trip planed for the middle of this month.  It will be special for my wife and I it will be our 17th wedding anniversary on aug. 16th.  Plan to be camping that whole weekend.  My wife enjoys camping and it's the only time for us to get out of town for a while to relax.  We plan on camping with a group we joined about two months ago.  It should be a great time.

Due to lack of interest and enteraction on the Mystical Landscaping forum I may have to shut down.  It's not worth my time to post anything there if there is no interest.  But will wait for two months before decicding anything.

If you want to veiw it you can find it either in my links  or at greenwizard.proboards106.com

I see that people are not understanding what I'm trying to say.   It does not matter anymore any way.  This is what always happens when I try to explain anything.  And this always happens with every friendship I have no matter how long the friendship has been wether it be a few months to many years.  But it only happens with my friendships with women.   I guess that I'm not very good at putting to words what I'm trying to say so I'll just won't try.

It's been my problem for a very long time ever since I was a teenager.  And that's most likely why I don't even get along with family well either.  I just can't seem to get anyone to understand just what I'm trying to say without jumping to certain conclusions so I will just stop trying and will not post about again.

It was not my intention to brood of feel sorry for myself.  Rather I was trying to let my friends know how my mind works.  What my true nature is.  As far as rejection goes I'm not saying that those who I offer to stop being my friends.

It just that I tend to offer too much.  and that it tends to get misunderstood alot of the times for something else,   Thus this happens  And it is I myeself who puts myself into the empty desert not anyone else.

I do it to myself and just can't figure out how to stop it so I don't even try any more.  I just let it happen then watch and see what comes next.  Thus I get response and try to learn from them hoping someday I will find a way to stop myself from puting myself into these situations. 

I offer my help and services and my friendships in many forms and shapes.  But there is always a common udrlaieing factor.  I'm always rejected by those I offer up to.  It always seems as though I choose to offer myself to those who will eventually reject my offers of help and services.  But when I make offers of physical labor they are quickly accepted.  However when I offer more than just physical labor that is when I get rejected.  Even most of my friendships are based on the fact I'm always willing to offer physical labor when I am able and have the time.

It is only when I offer more personal help with other problems I'm always rejected.  As if I'm not good enough to help with anything else than physical labor.  I'm always told they need to get to know me better before they can trust me.  Yet when the oppurtunities arrise to really get to know me better they are very seldom accepted.  And if they are they are few and far between.  If they would accept when offered they will find that I have knowlege and wisom of a great many things.

I tend not to share this side of myself in public steetings every often.  I tend to find that most really do not want to know.  And that they don't expect someone like me to know so much and it scares them away.

So I tend to stay off in my own little cornner.  Even when I'm in a group.  I tend to listen to what others talk about instead of adding to the conversations.  I tend to let them come to me if they want to get to know me.  But not many ever do.  Thus I'm always seen as a loner or misstaken as shy.

In the end I have condemmed myself to a life of rejection and intellectual desert.  Always doomed to wander through life being jected time and time again.

I always try to stop the cycle, but always fall back into the same cycle no matter how hard I try not too.  I'm just only good enough to offer physical labor to friends and strangers when needed.  Nothing more fulfilling and meaningful will ever be accepted from me by others.

Yet I will keep on offering no matter how many  rejections I get.  That's just my nature always wanting to do more and to be more to others than they are willing to accept.

Thus that is my life.

At the quantum level our univers can be seen as an indeterminate place, predictable in a statistical way only when you employ large enough numbers.  Between that universe and a relatively predictable on where the passage of a single planet can be timed to a picosecond, other forces come into play.  For thr in-between universe where we find our daily lives, that which you believe is a dominant force.  Your beliefs order the unfolding of daily events.  If enough of us believe, a new thing can be made to exist.  Belief structure creates a filter through which chaos is sifted into order.

(From the House of ATAR)

This may give you a great deal to think about.